Bar Fight Got Worse

Yeah. Didn't expect to be writing THOSE words.



In fact, I am so much worse that I will not be able to write much.

I went to my doctor today and he tested all of my responses between brain/body to make sure everything is working. The right side of the brain -- Cerebellum (sp?) -- was not functioning properly. He poured warm water into my left ear to help jump start that part of my brain. I cried the whole time -- no idea why. He says it happens. It seemed to help things a bit but they have gone back to being shit.



I slept from the time I got home until now. Kayla is on her way home -- both of her houses are insane right now. Seriously it is like a perfect storm of everything blowing up at one time -- I have never had so many messes happening at once.

• At her Dad's house, her stepmom had the twins but she was in crisis and they had to be taken... they are doing much better now (they were born 2 days ago) and hopefully will be gaining weight like champs soon. Kayla has been over our house but going with her Dad each day after school to spend time with them and hold them. Her dad says she is amazing with them. He got choked up when he was telling me about it -- I can only imagine how incredible she must be.


• Kayla is trying to deal with everything but she broke down last night... I found her curled up on her bed with all of her special animals around her. It was just all too much -- she's just a kid and it was all too much. I get it -- I'm an adult and it is pushing me to my limits so yeah... for a kid? Yeah. Beyond hard. Alan came down and picked her up and carried her upstairs and they got their minds off of everything by playing some games -- he is amazing with her.


• Alan's work project went into crisis mode when the Big Bosses threatened to cancel it. Seriously. I could not MAKE this shit up. This all blew up last week. He has been working insane hours ...